Wednesday, May 23, 2007

I M A STUPID FOOL

Another 3 hrs will be some1 bdae... have planned how to celebrate his bdae 3 weeks ago but now there will not necessary to continue the plan. Still tot of wishing him this morning but now there wun be such a need. it is all over...... I have to admit have been missing him... have been wanting to see him... even todae when i saw him i am so happy... keep telling my fren lets act tat we didnt c him.. but my fren say, i tot u wish to c him..........................

However, some news strike me.... make me lost my mind... lost my mood... even dunnoe how to work........ some1 told me that he is after a ger...... this i noe... veri obvious........ but he is after another ger before that............. and that was when we r still together......... i had a feeling of being 2 timed, being betray................... y y y .... y this happened to me...................... i dunnoe.... feel so confuse............ want to scold him, want to slap him, want to be angry.............. but dunnoe y i didnt call to scold............... my fren dun allow me to cry but i just broke down................ feel so sad.................... i am feeling tat i am really a STUPID FOOL........... shld not haf cry coz he is not worth... shld not haf missed him coz is not worth..............

I M A FOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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